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Friday, July 30, 2004

6:01PM - Mmmmmm.....piiizzzaaaaa........ggggrggggggggggghghg....

So yeah, pizza's good on your day off.....

Current mood: full
Current music: Drew Carey Show

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

1:21AM - W...O....W.....

So what a strange day.
I just sent an email to Ricky about our situation of sign language. I found out
today through a friend that there is a center here where they will teach me sign
language for free. So there's that.

Ricky was acting strange today. I have a feeling something was going on. I went to
the mall to hang with Adrianne, my manager and dear friend, at Wet Seal and I text
him, because that's the only way we can communicate, saying ".....better yet....let me
just show you the convo.

Me:what's up
Him:at mall shopping
Me:REally? me too!! Where at? I'll meet you.
Him:A friend is taking me to jonny carinos now. I may come back later
Me:Um....ok.
Him:Never mind? I am coming back to mall. He has an emergency he has to go now.
See you in a minute.

Does that not seem wierd to anyone but me? Was he doing something he wasn't
supposed to and got caught? Was he telling the truth? Am I just noid
about nothing?

Some drunk dudes came in right when Ricky was up there and started shit with me.
Got me real pissed off that I broke into a sweat and started cursing them out.
Here's how some of the convo went:
"You like the p.$$y in here?"
"Um...do you need some help?" (apparently they didn't know I worked there)
"Oh! You work here?"
"Yes. I do."
"No you don't! You're a dude!"
"And your stupid....do you need help?"

Up front at the register:
"blah blah blah ::hickup:: blah"
Ricky:"......"
Me:"He's deaf dumbass....he doesn't understand you."
Him:"So yeah, you like the p.$$y?"
Me:"Ummm...no. 1.They're my friends and B.I'm gay."
Him:"Wooowww...your gay?"
Me:"Yes..."
Him:(towards Ricky)"So you like the p.$$y in here man??!?"
Me:"He doesn't here dumbass...."
Him:"Well does he gay?"
Me:"He's my bf..."
Him:"I'm sorry man, I'm drunk"

While all this is going on, his friends keep trying to drag him out. I kept telling
him he should leave. He didn't listen. he was rude to customers and a saying crude
things to them. It was awful. I called the cops who I believe arrested him at
some point.

Okay, sleepy. Caio for now.

Current mood: There man....
Current music: Daria's the shizznniiittee!!!!!

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

11:20AM - Being up early sucks....too........

So I'm up early today and I don't need to be. why??!!! This sucks....

Current mood: sleepy
Current music: Doug.....

1:04AM - Barriers suck ass!!!

So, me and Ricky are trying to further our relationship, but as we feared there
is a barrier. As most of you know, Ricky is deaf which means he is mute which
basically puts a stop to most normal communication. So, therefore, I am going to
learn sign language. I feel terrible, though. He feels that I have an advantage that
he doesn't. I can talk to people normally and when I do I can't exactly explain
him on the spot what they are saying so he doesn't know what's going on in the
convo and I feel terrible about him feeling terrible because I do not know sign yet.
I am going to learn though. I really care for him and just want to make him happy. I just want somebody to make me happy. I just want to be in a relationship where both care for
eachother on the same wave length. Terrible not to be. And I want it to be him.
Guys just drop him when he pushes them to learn sign, but he hasn't pushed me or asked
me to at all. I don't know why, but he hasn't. So, now I need to do it and learn so we can build and possibly move on with our lives together(hopefully).

So, no work tomorrow. Catch everyone on da flip side. Caio.

Current mood: irritated
Current music: Annoying shit on tv.....

Monday, July 26, 2004

1:07PM

Ahhhh! Do NOT feel like working today. Even though I didn't work yesterday, that
still doesn't mean I want to work today. Josh called today. I love that kid!

So, trying to decide when to come back to Midland and where I should stay at. Difficult
decision. I make everyone pissed off by staying at my g-rents casa. But then, if I don't,
I put everyone else out. Not sure what to do. Anyways, gotta shower for work. Everyone ahve a great day!!!

Current mood: awake
Current music: "Trigger Happy" on Comedy Central

12:23AM - "Slumber deep into the night....."

So, work sucked, but atleast I am off tomorrow. Tomorrow is cleaning day AND laundry day. busy crap to do tomorrow. Unfortunately, I got a speeding ticket tonight. DAMN CANYON
I hate it here because of that. Always pulling people over. You come into Canyon
from the North(Amarillo side) and the speed limit drops rapidly from 70 to 30 in
like no time at all. Half the people don't slow down. The other ones that try get
caught while trying to do so. It's a sucky situation. Unfortunately, I am one of
those people who TRY and abide by the laws of the road. So, therefore, I get pulled
over. Go figure!

Ok everyone, sleepy time. I guess I'll talk to everyone later!!! Night sis! Night Wit!
Night fzeroh!!!(livejournal friend and good friend Felipe. you should read his jounal.
He's fzeroh!!)

Current mood: mellow
Current music: TV Funhouse! TV FUNHOUSE ROCKS!!!!!!!

Sunday, July 25, 2004

10:32AM - Back on the home front.....

Hey everyone! Back in Canyon now, and Alan is back in England.....not that anyone knows who Alan is. So yeah, Canyon sucks and I have to work from two til ten today. AAAHHH!

Noone has told me how to get my Giant Gerbal! AAAHHH!

Aight. Well, I just thought I'd say hi to everyone before I departed for work. Peazout!!
806-656-0569.

Current mood: bummed
Current music: TV running.......

Friday, July 23, 2004

12:21AM

I am soooo glad that this will be a new entry. Who knows and can tell me how to put a pic on here for my journal. Like my sis has Charlotte swinging. I want the Giant Gerbal!! Someone help me!!!!

Current mood: Nostalgic, por se que......
Current music: The fan running.......on low that is..... LOL

Thursday, July 22, 2004

8:43PM - Now it's time for so long....but we'll sing just one more song......

Well, it is unfortunately close to departure back to my boring life in Canyon. It is also unfortunate how i spent most of my time cooped up in this house for I didn't have a car. Sucks, i know. I'll miss my sis!!!! :^(

So yeah, hope everyone has fun, and do well at whatevs foo's!!!lol....

So who do you want for president? Who and why...:
yodaddy11_2001@yahoo.com

So yeah, email me or whatevs if anyone wants to talk or needs to! Peazout!!!

Current mood: there man........
Current music: WWE on television.....Go John Stevens!!! He's hot....

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

6:44PM

Why must all the adults in my life annoy me so!! They choose to treat me, my sibling, and even people older than me like we are all five years old!

So my grandmother asked me to move my stuff out of her way in her HUGE ASS walk-in closet. I did. put it in the hallway. Then, an hour later, she's done. then asks me to put it back. i forget. she puts it up and acts like she just took care of my bad credit or some shit. For some reason, now I owe her my life for her putting it away! How fucked up!!! Leave! Me! Alone!!! AAAHHHHH! (isn't this supposed to be vacation???)

Current mood: annoyed
Current music: fans running........

12:04AM - wenis...........

Confusion: it is very late and i am still awake.

Not sure what to think about my current dating situation.
I'm talking to two great guys. One lives over seas but has great potential. Don't want to lose him. He lives in Lubbock but attends school over seas. Then, the other lives in my town and has great potential. Not sure if the one in my town wants commitment ever and the other does but the other lives over seas! AAAHHH!

So, what else to say? It's late and not really anything to say. I'm hungry.....lol. So, anyone in here ever been to Boston? Oh yeah?! Me neither........

Why is Ketchup green now? When did they come up with this concept?

So I think i'm going to go to sleep now. i've been sitting here for thirty minuts trying to figure out what to write but nothing so I bid you adoui, i mean caoi!

Current mood: ecstatic
Current music: Alan talking on the phone.........

Monday, July 19, 2004

10:23PM - Ong time no see motha fucka!!!

So yes, forever since I have written in this. nearly a year? LOL! Maybe not that loud. So yeah guys!(Christina) No bitching anymore! hehe.

So, how is everyone? lol. Well, I have officially posted that summer school sucksssssss. It sucksssss. It suuuuuucks. lol. Anyone here tonight taking summer school? No? No? you? Question? Question? sure? question? (Corky Romano)

So again, a question of the past:
What if Peanut Butter was not made of Peanuts, but perhaps butter. Would it be then called Butter Butter?

So yeah, is a boy playing flute really gay? like not literally gay, but like gay? lol. like when one guy says to another,"I can't believe that she did that to you! That's totally gay dude!" That sort of thing.

Thursday, December 4, 2003

11:10AM - Flu Epademic!!!!!

It has come to my attention that there is a big flu epademic. I, unfortunately, have had the chance to have the flu. Body pains, soar throat, fever, all of it. sucks totally!I have a new cell number. it's an amarillo number so call! 806-584-9943. Peace!

Current mood: sick
Current music: Alta talkin on the phone.

Monday, September 8, 2003

6:23PM - Crazy!!!

Ok...update. Had my windows bashed out over Labor Day Weekend. Sucked ass. But hung out with this hot guy from next door. WOOHOOOO HE IS SOOOOO FINE! But he has a girlfriend, but he likes to make out with me. lol.....anyways, so that happened and now no money. Joshua is moving to Austin over xmas so now i'm moving somewhere else also. I'm not sure where I want to go yet, but my friend Stephanie realllly wants me to go to Tech with her. Tell me what you think! Reply on here or email me your response at yodaddy11_2001@yahoo.com. It will be greatly appreciated.

So yeah, that's depressing but I'll be okay. I had my time with him, and now it is someone else's turn. Time to grow up and actually live..."alone". I really do want to go to Tech though. I really need to figure out what I need to do anyways. Email your response on that too!

Things to email your responses on:

1) Where should Colby go to school in the Spring.
2)What should Colby be when he grows up.
and finally 3)Does pink look good on me or what!! LOL!

Aight folks, I will chat with ya'll latez.
806-655-5170 Byeee!

Current mood: hungry
Current music: John making noises while looking for hot boys in the library

Thursday, August 21, 2003

2:32AM - So much!!!! Just so much!!

Well, here we go~! Yet another year of classes. And I think I have finally realized how much time I have wasted. Too Much Time. Time to go and do some shit with my life. LOL!

Current mood: awake
Current music: Courage the Cowardly Dog!!!!

Thursday, August 7, 2003

5:14AM - Strange........

This has been quite a strange day.
It started off fun, then horribe, then better, and now wonderful.
It really has been a tramatic day actually.
Me and Joshua went swimming at the pool at school. NOT as big as we thought it
would be. Then we came home, showered, and then I went to work. Joshua got a stye in his eye, and some booty. I got yelled at at work and it sucked. This hot boy yelled at me. But then he found out that I wasn't who he thought I was(fortunately).LOL!
Then it got better. I sold alot today actually. More than I've ever sold before.
But anywho, it got more fantastic as the night went on. It is now 5:16 in the a.m. and Geoffrey just left. I am pretty tired from this long melodramatic day. So now I must ajourn to my bed.hehe. I suppose I will chat after the morrow. G'night!!!

Current mood: ecstatic
Current music: "Take Me Away"

Tuesday, August 5, 2003

7:03PM - So old now!

OMG! This thing is so old I could spit on it and it would deteriorate under the pressure.
So what now? Alot has happened since the last entry.
I'm now back in Amarillo with my gurl, Josh. Living it up,
working at the SITEL. It's so much fun there. All I do is talk on the phone all day.
I'm glad someone finally figured out how to pay us lazy fat assed bitches for something we've been doing for twenty years. LOL!

On a better note, I now have unlimited long distance! So now I will be calling everyone,
twenty four hours a day, seven days a week!!! WOO fuckin Hoo!!!! AHAHAHHAA!
I also have no life. LOL. I work and then come home. Get up, go to work, come home. It's just that simple. Yet, I feel like I'm sooooo busy. But in all actuality, I'm really not. It just feels and seems like it.

I have had a wonderful summer actually. I just hang out with Josh. I lost a good friend to drugs just recently. No no no!!! He didn't die. He just chose them over me. But what goes around comes around. I'm very positive that I had it coming. Actually, i know I did.
But things are different now. It's so much better now. I'm healthy. I eat right. It's great! No more booze, no more binging. All of the wonderful things that life has to offer, I am going to take.

Anyways, astaljuego!!!!!

Current mood: lazy
Current music: "Don't Turn Around"-Ace of Base

Saturday, June 14, 2003

1:12PM - OMG!! Working gurl!!!

So yeah.......been pretty sick......ya know....tha usual kind of thing.(for those of you who know me, you'll understand what I'm talking about.) But I have a job now! I'm the Head of the Wait Staff for the Banquet Room at Midland Country Club. WOOOOHOOO!!! Bit time bitch now! LOL!

I hope everyone's summer is going better than mine. I had a horrible doctor's appointment on Thursday. I have cut fifety to sixety years off my life. Maybe more.......not sure what to say about that. Kind of depressing. But anywho, it turns out that I am sicker than we thought. Horrible, I know. But there is nothing I can do about it. Just live everyday as if it is my last. Cause to be honest, it very well could be. Ok, enough crying.

I hope everyone is doing fine in their jobs and in summer school. Keep up the good work Joshie! :^)

If anyone would like to speak to me call my cell, 432-349-9845. I love you all! Good bye.

Current mood: sad
Current music: Total silence.

Sunday, June 1, 2003

4:22PM - "He's not here really, only in spirit, gurl"

"He's not here really, only in spirit, gurl"

People online shouldn't really say stuff they don't want people to know, especially if they are right here next to me while you say them. LOL!

"Get your hands of my ass, ass!"

Last night we went to the club and there was this guy there and he was so fuckin fine!!! RRRRR! But I'm too chicken shit to do anything about it. I haven't had human contact in that way in a matter of months. It's kind of annoying actually. But anyways, he was turned around, he had his back to me and my friends, and Nyda was like "Grab it gurl!" and so I did. Embarrassing! He turned around and I acted like nothing happened. He thought it was some other dude and they made out. AAAHHH! THIS SUCKS!

"I think I'm drowning in my own spit"

I am literally exhausted but I'm going out again anyways. Today's Jeremy's b-day and we is goin to eats and dens to da movies gurl. Oye gurrrrl! Happy bday babe!!!!!

"Was that my bumper? Or yours?"

Finally got my car fixtideddd. Everything is back in order. Now if I can only figure out how to work the radio.?? Hmmmm.....

Oh well, special bday congrats to Jeremy!!!! Luv ya gurl!!! Bye everyone!

Current mood: bouncy
Current music: My sister complaining about why her sister ditched her. Ugh!

Wednesday, May 28, 2003

3:00PM - "Ok kids! Who wants to be sick first!!""I do! I do!"

"In more news, a man had to shave his testicles this morning to save his own life! More of this story at six. Back to you Janet."

This morning has been the worst morning of my ENTIRE summer I think. I woke up at about six thirty sweating balls and for no reason. It was sixety degrees in my house and I was sweating balls. Temperature was high, blisters on my hands and face, and my genitals looked like the inside of a palmegranite. WOOHOO! Who ever said disease is not fun, boy were they lying! LOL! On the brighter side, I shaved my testicles to prevent moisture, but this heat doesn't help the condition any. Took more pills, overly used creams, and spent most of the morning blacking out, falling down, stop breathing for a bit, and totally just passing out spilling shit everywhere for the first three hours of my day. WOOHOO!!!

"Now this is going to cost you about a billion, zillion, cagillion dollars, ma'am."

Went with my mother just a while ago to get my head light fixed on my car so I can get it inspected so I don't go to jail for not paying my citations because my inspection wasn't done BECAUSE my light wasn't fixed. For more details, you know where to find me..........

"Hmmmmmm............malanutrition is bad.....i suppose...."

Perhaps this condition could be due to the fact that I can not eat hardly anything anymore. No oils, no grease, no sweets. Everything good basically. But now I hardly eat, therefore I'm weak, therefore I have a low immune system, therefore my body is embalanced, therefore I'm ill. RRRRR! I'm screwed either way.

Well, I hope everyone else's day is going better than mine. And if I don't live to see tomorrow, ttylaterz. lol.

Current mood: groggy
Current music: The voices in my head..........

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